maryann²

2007-02-10T22:26:00.000+08:00

hais.
i seriously donnoe wat's happening to me lorh.
everything is like not going the way i want it to be.
hais.
im not doing alright for my studies.
i'm not doing alright in terms of conduct in school.
hais.
i used to be someone who i could like take in or memorise kindof a lot of stuff.
NOW?
i used to be a kindof person u could call guai.
but NOW?
i get scoldings. from teachers.
especially?
my english teacher.
i just donnoe what's wrong with me la.
is it i have changed during the hols or wat?
i don't noe.
i just donnoe why is this like happening to me la.
now, no matter how much i study.
it's like going down the drain.
it's not any use.
now, i sometimes think. why do i have to keep studying? whatever for?
when i produce such mediocre results?!
hell.

2007-01-28T07:46:00.000+08:00

hais.
alot of things happen this month.
then now u liddat dui wo lorh.
i ask a simple question u also got problem.
u don have to liddat dui wo de lorh.
ask something u also want shout.
it's a fact : when you're nice, you're really a great great and nice person, really.
but when you're angry or whatever? you're really unreasonable.
i'm not angry with u, nor am i frustrated with u. i dont hate u either.
i'm just... dissappointed with u.
i just dont get it la.

2007-01-18T17:44:00.000+08:00

woohoos.
not blogged in a long time le.
been kinda busy... with all the tests and homework coming up...
damn glad la..
my trip can be subsidised le. (:
damn glad. (:
sian.
i'm sick today. ):
down with the flu and a sore throat. ):
oh well.
oh yah.
CHEER UP LA DE HONG.
DON GET TOO UPSET ABOUT HER.
(:
really dead.
there's a history test like next week and i haven even started?!
sians. ):
but serious la. don really get wat teacher's saying.
then... i shall study from my notes. (:
and thanks pei wei, for lending me your history notes yeah. (:

2006-12-22T21:31:00.000+08:00

!CHRISTMAS WISHLIST___*//
1) that goong tofu man from minitoons! (x
2) to be able to finish up ALL my holiday assignments before school reopens. (i noe it's a little late.) XD
3) to work real real hard for 2007.
4) my mp3 to be ok.
5) new orange/ yellow earpieces from creative. (x

!3 PEOPLE WHO NEED TO DO THIS___*//
1) ROXANEchan.
2) tanWEILIN.
3) yeoSIHUI.

2006-12-13T23:04:00.000+08:00

wow.
this year has really been a fast one.
after so many months this year,
i experienced and learnt alot of things through many experiences.
i made new friends, got into quarrels and learnt to let go of what i couldn't have.
i cried, i laughed.
BUT.
i had friends who went through everything with me : from school life to personal matters like leaning on each other for support during our times of troubles.
but then, most of all.
there won't even be me if not for god.
seriously.
the times when i really needed help.
when there really seemed no solution except for a miracle.
he really helped me,
not just once,
twice,
or even thrice.
he helped me ALWAYS & UNCONDITIONALLY.
no matter how bad we are.
no matter whether we are christians or not.
no matter if there really won't be any solution.
he will ALWAYS help us.
it's touching to know that he doesn't mind despite us being bad.
for instance.
many miracles had happened to me.
but this was a really memorable one.
it happened on a geography end-of-year examination in sec 1.
i was rushing through the last few pages of the geography paper during the LAST 10 MINUTES OF THE EXAM.
i really felt all was lost for me, especially with the tensing time constrain that was definitely stressing me out during that time.
so, i made a short prayer. a really short one.
i prayed to god, asking for help from god that i could have enough time to finish the paper.
and guess what, i rushed through the paper and i really did it.
in fact, i did kinda ok for that paper, with the fact that i passed it.for this, i really thanked god for helping me.
but then, god only helps those who helps themselves. (:

2006-12-08T21:04:00.000+08:00

1) are u a chinese or english freako?
# english. (x
2) if time is going to stop, what would u possibly do during that time?
# enjoy life to the fullest with loved ones. (:
3) do u prefer a playpool or a playground?
# playpool. (:
4) do u usually gossip about others or are u being gossiped about?
# acturlly, both. =X
5) do you prefer simple or complicated stuff?
# acturlly, both. (:
6) do you tackle numbers or alphabets better?
# don't noe... maybe alphabets?
7) what makes you pissed off?
# it depends. (:
8) do u think 24 hours is too long, too short, or just alright?
# i think it's too short when i'm tied down with loadsa work.
9)would u judge people by their appearance?
# well, yeah, initially. later on when i get to noe them better,
i won't.
10) what's attractive in your eyes?
# loved ones and the things i like? (:
11) do u treasure stuffs that u own, or u have insatiable desires?
# both. (x
12) if your computer just hanged up, with a long long document not being saved, how will u react?
# i'll be damn pissed off. maybe some vulgar? XP
13)do u believe in miracles?
# yeah. (:
14) do u often tend to forget the past, or are u trying hard to do so?
# it depends on how memorable the past events are. the more memorable, the harder it will be to forget.
15) in your mind, why do u think there are colours out there?
# to make the outside world look much better and... modern?
lol. (:
16) have you ever pitied those who are really pitiful, and even shed tears for them?
# yeah, sometimes.
17) describe yourself in attitude.
# a kinda average and normal person. but sometimes i'm really hyper. XD
18) do you believe in horoscopes, etc?
# yeah.
19)describe music in your life.
# "without music, life would be a mistake." quoted from gramaphone. (:
20) what do u think blogging is about?
# to be something like a diary, just that it's not personal, such that people can even comment about what u write in ur blog.
21) what style are u trying to get hold of?
# a person with great attitude. (:
22) when u fail a test, how will u react?
# i'll probably be greiving for a while, then i'll work harder for the next test. (:

IN THE PAST 24 HOURS, HAVE YOU :
23) cried?
# yeah.
24)worn jeans?
# nope.
25) met someone?
# yeah.
26) dome laundry?
# yeah.
27) went hungry?
# yeah.
28) talked on the phone?
# yeah.
29) said i love you?
# nope.
30) believed in yourself?
# erm... not really?
31) believed in your friends?
# yeah. (:
32) believed in the tooth fairy?
# nah.
33) believed in destiny or fate?
# erm.. maybe?
34) believed in ghosts?
# er... maybe?
35) believed in UFOs?
# nah.

36) have you ever wished that u had another name?
# nope. (:
37) do u like anyone?
# yeah... i guess so?
38) which of your friends act most like u?
# nah, none.
39) who was there when u cried most?
# friends. <333
40) what's the best feeling in the world?
# achieveing what you've always wanted.
41) what's the worst feeling in the world?
# losing someone u love deeply/dearly.
42) what time is it now?
# 9.28 p.m.
43) which is better, macdonald's or KFC?
# i like both. (:
44) single or group dates?
# group dates. (x
45) adidas or nike?
# both. (:
46) lipton or nestea?
# lipton. (:
47) coffee?
# for late nights. (:

DO YOU :
48) smoke?
# nope.
49) curse?
# yeah, sometimes. =X
50) take a shower?
# yeah, obviously.
51) have a crush?
# erm... maybe?
52) think you've ever been in love?
# i don't think THAT was love...
53) like school?
# yeah, i guess so.
54) think you're a health freak?
# nope.

IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU :
55) drink alcohol?
# no.
56) been to the mall?
# yeah.
57) been on stage?
# erm.. yeah.
58) eaten sushi?
# yeah.
59) been dumped?
# nope.
60) gone skating?
# yeah! ice-skating. (:
61) coloured your hair?
# nope.

HAVE YOU EVER :
62) played a stripping game?
# NO.
63) changed who u were to fit in?
# maybe i did in the past.
64) u are hoping to get married?
# yeah...?

65) I LOVE roxane, gim chen, tingwei, sihui, meixian, weilin, xuanning, and loads more. (x
66) I FEEL pissed off.
67) LIVING IN THE DUSTBIN, I FEEL so small?
68) I HIDE in my own world. (:
69) I MISS him now.
70) I NEED more $$$. XD

THE 7 PEOPLE THAT NEED TO DO THIS ARE jianwei, sihui, priscilla, xuanning, meixian, xunhui and weilin. (:

2006-11-30T20:44:00.000+08:00

woos.
so long nvr blog le.
went for counsillor workshop today.
just played games all the way acturlly la.
haha. (x
but really very fun la.
then after X told me about him,
i acturlly also don care le la.
dowant care le.
no use de.
just go on with life lorh.i mean, what she said earlier on also correct mah.
so i just get on with life lorh.
try not to let him affect me lorh. (:

2006-11-25T11:20:00.000+08:00

hmms.
shall blog about yesterday. (:
yesterday(:
went to jurong east with geraldine, yonglin and sherilyn.
hahhs.
went ice-skating. (x
yeah, it was damn fun la.
went to kfc to eat lunch first.
then saw the uncle.
yongling, sherilyn and i were like, we kept on suanning geraldine and her 'uncle' lorh. hahas.
then later went to fuji ice palace.
ice-skating!
hahas.
at first is like don really noe how to skate lorh.
then later slowly can already la.
but then,
my body is like damn pain can.
hahas.
i think i fell down like what... 9 times in total?!
lol.
but at least i got learn la. (:
then later we went to take neos.
then later went to the food court to makan.
then while we were eating geraldine's 'uncle' came up also la.
so coincidental la!
hahas.
then later went to the VCD/ DVD shop to look around.
then later rushed back to the mrt to take the train.
hahas.
had some funny memories on the mrt too. (x
then later we went back home le. (:
shall stop here first bah. (:

2006-11-23T17:31:00.000+08:00

hmms.
i so gotta have to buck up.
holidays are passing one day by another.
and i still have so much homework to do.
urgh.
irritating la.
hmms.
shall stop here now bah.

2006-11-21T17:18:00.000+08:00

haiyahs.
today is like damn suay can?
kena scolding by ng.
not just me la.
pracitically most of the secondary peeps there.
hmms.
she bad mood,
then take it out on us.
how can?
bad mood jiu bad mood la.
no need take it out on us de lorh.
then the sis is like damn paotoh kia la.
play cards during hols is not some kinda bad thing what.
whaddaya expect,
studying 24 hours for 365 days ah?
hell?
damn stupid la.
hmms.
sian la.
then she nvr play also u go say she play?
please, find out the FACTS first before u start accusing people and just shrugging people off la.
don wanna talk about it liao le la.
just stop that attitude of urs,
and we'll be contented.

this is the first time u nvr reply my sms.
make me worry like siao la?
u don like,
then tell me la.
must do this mah?
it hurts a person's feelings de lorh.
i always thought that u will always reply,
no matter what happened de lorh.
but this time,
u didn't la.
make me feel so dissappointed and worried.
hais.
i have nothing to say to u le.
i also don't have the mood or time to wait for you le.
it's very tiring.
u nvr cared,
no matter what.
although i nvr liked it,
i just waited.
but it just returned with dissappointment.
hais.

2006-11-20T20:53:00.000+08:00

hmms.
will be going on camp on wed.
hmms.
gonna have kan shui zui ai yan.
WHEE. (:
hahhs.
just changed blogskin.
donnoe whether it looks kinda ok.
(:
&TAN TING WEI,
i will miss u de la.
(:
sian.
got chalet during camp.
sad man.
somemore at wild wild wet there.
hmms.
too bad.
i guess i can't go lorh.
):
anyways.
to CLARENCE :
heys.
get well soon guy.
don't bother about it too much,
and i guess it'll kinda stop the pain in someway or another. (:
to ZIHUI :
u cheer up too.
don stress out too much thinking of where to go ok?
choose the place where it suits u the most and all the best for ur results bah. (:
to the p6 guys :
hey guys.
gonna take ur results on the 23rd nov, aee?
don worry too much,
ok?
and try to enjoy urselves at the chalet bah. (:
ok.
that's all for now le. (:

2006-11-19T23:21:00.000+08:00

hmms.
it's sunday today,
the official day of the performance.
wows.
i finally got it all over my back le.
feeling so tired these few days la.
hmms.
anyways.
TAN TING WEI IS BACK FROM TAIWAN TODAY LE!
hmms.
tan ting wei,
i missed you la. (:
hahhs.
thanks for ur tag. (:
hmms.
don be too angry le la.
i can understand de.
anyways.
wei sian,
cheer up la.
don so sad le.
u got promoted very good le.
don too sad le ok?
(:
CHEER UP. (:

2006-11-18T17:45:00.000+08:00

i'm getting freakingly worked up.
aww.
gosh.
tomorrow's the concert and i haven't even practiced.
hmms.
today went to buy books.
saw xuanning on the way.
she and her brother.
her brother wearing damai uni?
lol...
damn freakingly tired.
thinking about it just makes me feel more tensed up.
i so gotta have to forget.

2006-11-17T20:22:00.000+08:00

hmms.
today is friday yah?
the last day for camp.
whoots!
hahas.
jkjk.
no la.
i guess, it wasn't as bad as it seemed except for the 1st-2 days bah.
except for our argument la.
hais.
don't wanna post about it la.
u anyhow one can?
say we ps u.
but is u walk off first one la.
& u still blame us and even say all that bad stuff la?
hais.
don't wanna talk about u liao le la.
hmms.
had some games just now.
but nvr even play lorh.
i guess the other peeps took our place. (:
hmms.
to yin ru :
GET WELL SOON! (:

2006-11-15T20:50:00.000+08:00

hmms.
haven posted about the C.O. camp yet.
shall post it now.
yesterday
hmms.
kena scolding by dhs senior.
hmms.
don't wanna talk about it anymore.
make me angry only. Xb

today
hmms.
then today, it wasn't so bad.
i also got to know joceline's sister.
hahhs.
shocked la, when i knew it was her.
lol.
hmms.
can't seem to make blog.
can only use the blogger beta, i think.
but that one cannot put blogskin,
so damn wasted la.
hmms.
i shall stop here now bah.

2006-11-12T16:55:00.000+08:00

hmms.
today is IVAN KOH & HAM GAOXIANG'S BIRTHDAY!
hahhs.

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to IVAN,~
happy birthday to you!
(:

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to gaoxiang,~
happy birthday to you!
(:

hmms.
hahhs.
shall stop here for now le bah.
don wanna blog about you.
byes. (:

2006-11-11T18:15:00.000+08:00

hmms.
hahs.
i am back to blog again.
hmms.
today tingwei left for TAIWAN le.
wish you yi lu shun feng bahs. (:
yeah, and thanks for everything. (:
hmms.
it rained again today.
it's been raining these few days le.
but it's cooling. (:
tomorrow is IVAN & GAOXIANG'S BIRTHDAY!
hahhs.
i shall wish them happy birthday tomorrow bah. (:

to...

- diyana : cheer up girl. you'll do fine for the performance. (:
- beehwa : cheer up, don't worry too much. hope you'll find ur phone soon bah. (:
- syukri : cheer up too. although u nvr say anything, but i can sense that you're sad. so cheer up yah?
(:
that's all le. (:

2006-11-10T19:05:00.000+08:00

hmms.
today i didn't go for cca.
overslept. Xb
went for dental appointment;
the doctor is very nice. (;
then later went back to lao shi's house.
bei ma. ):
then went home to see that my blog is being TAGGED BY SOMEONE ELSE under MY NAME.
hmms.
i wonder who would that, and WHY?

2006-11-09T08:01:00.000+08:00

to da jie :
don't do it; just don't do it.
by leaving, you are not solving the problem butjust leaving the problem there.

to junyi :
don't worry too,
that guy sure kena caught de.
but try to be more careful next time,
don't so careless le.
and please,
cheer up. (:

to hafsah :
hey girl!
cheer up alright?
i guess ur parents do feel hurt when they scold u too...
but i can understand ur feelings...

hmms.
got pretty freaked out yesterday night.
but thank you TAN WEILIN & LIM ZIHUI for your advice;
i'm grateful for it. XD

2006-11-07T21:42:00.000+08:00

hmms.
today went out with geraldine.
went to bugis, then to plaza.
decided to skip lunch.
went to bugis to take neos.
$8 for like 6 shots?
hmms.
then later.
went to plaza to watch movie.
watched the grudge 2.
geraldine is not even scared lorh.
still can even yawn during the movie, saying : "this movie's getting boring."
lol?
hahas.
then she was like, gave that kinda calm and cool face.
not even scared.
the movie really freaked me out man.
damn kong bu la.
then after movie we went to basement 1.
action city.
the things there sooo cute la.
but then i not enough $$$ to buy present. ):
suan le bah. X(
then the MRT is like damn packed lorh.
like almost no space to move.
then after that we went home. (:

2006-11-06T21:38:00.000+08:00

haiis.
i'm feeling very down lately.
especially since yesterday.
after what i did.
although i don't really regret what i did,
but i'm feeling very down,
probably over WHY i did it.
when she told me to just give it up,
i really couldn't face up the harsh reality of what was really and ACTURLLY happening.
i need someone to talk now,
my heart is now so heavy,
with all those thoughts.
so near, yet so far.
i don't know if i should just get on with life and go forward,
or should i just live in my illusioned mind where there are such things such as " all my worries will be forgotten once i'm in here".

2006-11-05T21:27:00.000+08:00

ahs.
new blogskins wors.
don noe whether is it ok anot.
suggestions or comments on how to improve this blog are welcome. (:
tyty. (:
went out with mum today.
bought loads of stuff.
finally got my long awaited V plus.
:D
lol.

2006-11-01T18:35:00.000+08:00

here's a BIG thankYOU to LAU BEE HWA. (;
thanks for sending me all those goong pics yesterday.
THANKS. (;

2006-11-01T18:09:00.000+08:00

7 random facts about me :

7 things that scare me?
#1 : dead stuff.
#2 : toy dollies.
#3 : supernatural stuff.
#4 : scoldings & beatings.
#5 : alone, in a dark room.
#6 : scary and dark places.
#7 : indian MEN.

7 favourite songs at the moment?
#1 : too little too late.
#2 : unwritten.
#3 : perhaps love.
#4 : stay.
#5 : tian tian ye ye.
#6 : yu yin hua.
#7 : juan lian.

7 people i fancy at the moment?
#1 : gim chen.
#2 : joceline.
#3 : zihui.
#4 : roxane.
#5 : priscilla.
#6 : beehwa.
#7 : deborah tan.
P.S. SORRY,there are many others whom i would like to put, but there is limited number of people whom i can put.

7 things i say most?
#1 : lol.
#2 : diao.
#3 : shut up.
#4 : haha.
#5 : siao.
#6 : nb.
#7 : <<>>

7 things i like most?
#1 : cookies.
#2 : ice-cream.
#3 : going to the movies with my peeps.
#4 : going out with my peeps.
#5 : watching tv.
#6 : using the com.
#7 : white chocolates.

7 peoplpe who need to do this?
#1 : weilin.
#2 : joceline.
#3 : geraldine.
#4 : nikkolette.
#5 : beehwa.
#6 : priscilla.
#7 : deborah tan.

2006-10-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

ahs.
today is DIYANA'S BIRTHDAY!
HAPPY BIRHTDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DIYANA,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!
(:
today's also HALLOWEEN. (:
happy halloween, peeps. (:
gonna be so busy this holiday,
with all the events coming up.
CCA, training, camps and holiday homework,
urgh. gonna be tiring.
now for some gooong pictures. (:

2006-10-26T17:57:00.000+08:00

blahs.
don't quarrel le can?
let's just put this incident behind us.
i don't exactly blame anyone, nor am i siding with anyone in particular.
so don't get it wrong.
happen also happen le.
cannot undo what's done already.
so let's just stop this.

2006-10-22T21:32:00.000+08:00

ah.
back to blogging again.
i shall blog about my weekend. (:
Yesterday :
went out with mom.
for the first time, we didn't quarrell while we were out.
haha. (:
bought clothes.
and spent like... 3 hours?
but it was fun la.
able to go out in PEACE. (:
anyway.
it's sean's birthday today.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SEAN LIM ZI KAI,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:

TODAY :
xue le's birthday! lols. (:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEBORAH TAN XUE LE,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU! (:
ahs.
i just noticed.
many people's birthdays are held in the month of november.
like...
sean. deborah. diyana. weilin. gaoxiang.
lols.
ok. so here's wishing the november babies another happy birthday. (:
i'll wish you again on your birthday. (((:

2006-10-20T23:31:00.000+08:00

ok.
i shall continue with my simple illustrations of my fellow E6 classmates.
[a]niq : in NCC. used to be a librarian.
[b]enjamin : in NCC. joker. looks very guai but hey, don't look a book by its cover. lols.
[p]ak teng : in canoeing. a reknowned person with a nickname of banana. lols.
[g]abriel : somewhat considered rebellious. but he is talented at out-talking people. (:
[k]ashif : in canoeing (is it?). used to be in band acturlly. kindof a joker. funny. nai-ba. (:
[k]eith : he's not in our class anymore. went back le.
[g]engwei : in NCC. funny. clumsy. messy - you could say that again. the nai-ma. (:
[w]en kiat : in canoeing. can be funny at times.
[j]un yi : in canoeing. loves to suan people. funny.
[s]ean : in NCC. quite clever.
[a]kid : in NCC. can be funny at times.
[a]mmar : in NPCC. can joke at times.
[w]eisheng : in Boys' Brigade. can be suaned until a terrible situation. wahahaha.
[n]oor : in NCC. he's a joker.
[r]obin : in NPCC. quite nice. a knowned couple with benjamin. lols. lao'ba.
[p]eiwei : in Boys' Brigade. he's smart. but sometimes a little bit haolian. lols. great-grandfather.
[s]hane : in Boys' Brigade. quite gd in science...? but sometimes a little bit haolian - no offence.
[s]hawn : in canoeing. sometimes jokes too much that it pisses people off. rough. but on the whole, he's ok. grandfather.
[j]ian hong : in computer club. studies are gd.
[j]ustin : quite clever. if he studies. joker? maybe.
[j]unyang : in computer club...? should be la. maybe you may find him a little wierd but he's acturlly quite clever.
[w]illiam : in art club. draws damn nice.
ok. i'll stop here for now.

2006-10-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

hey peeps.
don't get too worried or upset ok?
it's all gonna be ok.
tingwei, you're gonna be FINE.
we're not comforting you or what.
we're just telling you the facts.
ok? (:
today's promotion day.
the day that decides the fate of the entire sec 1-3 students.
lols.
seriously, i don't want E6 to be separated.
really.
our class, i guess, it kinda suits me.
with all kinds of people in our class.
really.
it makes me feel that our class is unique, different from others.
i don't wish for the class to separate.
but, we'll all know our fates on monday. (:
before the year 2006 ends,
i would like to make some simple illustrations of the girls in my class. i'll post about the boys in another post.
[r]oxane : she's in band. a nice and cute girl (:
[j]oceline : she's in choir. loves to hug poles? lols. she's funny and cheers people up when they're down. (:
[b]eehwa : she's in dance. chiobu. supportive & nice person. (:
[n]aqiyah : she's in art club. very guai and nice. hey, she can be fierce too ok, but maybe only with the guys. XP
[a]mirah : in girl guides. a nice girl. funny too. (:
[a]zura : in band. has a cute face. very chubby. nice and polite. (:
[s]yahirah : a librarian. pretty fit and can run quite fast. (: quite sweet.
[d]iyana : in band. a nice and supportive girl. (:
[n]urul : in band. quite softspoken, but she's polite. (:
[s]hi han : stands up for those who gets bullied. (:
[g]imchen : in choir. loves to sing. lols. caring? (:
[a]manda : in band. a little overboard sometimes, but on the whole, she can be nice when she wants to. (:
[o]mairah : in band. a cute girl. can out-talk people sometimes. (:
[t]ingwei : in AV. a nice person. makes a difference in me. (:
[v]anessa : in choir. chiobu also. (:
[k]at : in drama. she's the chairman of the class. unique. (:

2006-10-18T18:00:00.000+08:00

ok.
i shall post about some stuff.
i really wanna tell u guys out there :
hey. don't worry too much ok?
you guys will do ok.
hey.
And don't continue to say those insulting stuff aboout yourself ok?
Trust yourself.
have CONFIDENCE in yourself.
don't worry ok?
ah.
it's so gonna be a really busy holiday.
guess i can't really have much fun.
stuck with CCA, holiday homework, exam, welin and gao xiang's birthday too.
oh well.
so busy.
to XUANNING :
GET WELL SOON! (:

2006-10-17T18:30:00.000+08:00

ok.
so i guess i'm not that kind of person i always thought i was.
but i'm not perfect.
i mean, who is?
maybe u dislike me for my attitude,
or you dislike me for the way i handle specific situations but hey,
no offence.
do u think i mean it?
i mean,
after this long period of time,
u don't really know the way i am and what kind of person i am?
i don't mind it if you show me attitude or what.
i guess you've tried trying to know me better or even understanding me,
but,
seriously, if you hate the attitude of mine, just tell it to me straight in the face.
despite all that has happened all this while,
i really try to make an effort not to think about your bad points; etc.
but why must you do this?

tingwei, you'll be ok.
don't worry.
all the best (:

2006-10-16T20:26:00.000+08:00

A Student's Prayer

I ask you for your help, Lord,
So that I will always know,
How to be a better student,
And to make my knowledge grow.

Please give me understanding,
So that I will clearly see,
Which lessons are important,
And reveal the truth to me.

May I have the time to study,
And improve my memory,
So I won't forget the answers,
No matter what the test may be.

Let me always keep on learning,
Even when the class is done,
May I use my knowledge wisely,
So it works for everyone,
Amen.

2006-10-10T18:00:00.000+08:00

1) single, taken or crushing?
- single and not crushing (:
2) am i happy wih my life now?
- i guess so... (:
3) when you meet the right person, do you fall in love with them fast?
- i guess so...
4) have i ever been heartbroken?
- yeah, but i wan't with the guy though (:
5) Do you believe that in some circumstances, cheating love is acceptable?
- maybe, maybe not. it all depends on the situation (:
6) would you take back someone who has cheated on you?
- if i like that person very deeply, i guess i will. (:
7) have you ever talked about marriage to someone before?
- yeah. i have. but i was childish to think that way. (:
8) Do you want children?
- yeah. (:
9) How many?
- nt sure...
10) would u consider adpotion?
- yeah. maybe. as i said, IT ALL DEPENDS. (:
11) if someone likes you now, what do you think is the best way for him/her to let you know about it?
- telling me after developing strong relationship with the person? (:
12) do you believe in love at first sight?
- yeah.
13) do you believe you can change someone?
- i guess so... if i make a great impact on that person's live? (:
14) if you could get married somewhere, where would it be?
- the church (((:
15) do you give in easily during a fight?
- yeah, but if it goes way over-board, maybe not.
16) Do you have feelings for someone now?
- no...
17) did you ever wished to have someone but messed it up?
- yeah.
18) if one day your best friend fell in love with the guy you are deeply in love with, what would you do?
- fair competition and let the guy decide himself (:
19) Are you missing anyone now?
- no... I'VE SUCCESSFULLY GIVEN UP ON HIM (:
20) Have you ever broken a heart?
- nt really, but you could consider that as a yes...?
21) now, to ask 5 people to do this quiz!
- xuanning (:
- meixian (:
- joey (:
- syukri(:
- diyana (:

2006-10-08T08:43:00.000+08:00

Name : Marion Lee(:
Backwards : eel noiram -.-
Meaning Of Name : i have no idea.
Screen Name : erm... marion?
D.O.B. : 1405 (:
Place of birth : ESH.
Nationaility : xin jia puo ...?
Current Location : living room.
Star Sign : Taurus
Religion : CHRISTIAN:D
Height : maybe 153?
Weight : 40 plus...
Shoe Size : maybe 6-7.
Hair Colour : BLACK.
Eye Colour : BROWN?
Who do you think you look like : family?
Lefty/Righty : Righty (:
Gay/Straight/Bi or Others : very NORMAL (:
Best Friends : gim chen, roxane, kat, weilin (:
Best Friends you trust most : all of the above PLUS joceline (:
Favourite Pals : Gim chen. Roxane. Welin.
Best Friend Of opposite sex : Maybe Peiwei? (:
Best Buddies : Meixian. Sihui. Gim chen. Roxane. Welin. :D
Boyfriend/Girlfriend : ?
Crush : yeah.
Parents : yes.
Worst Enemy : nope.
Favourite Online Guy : don't know.
Favourite Online Girl : No preference.
Craziest Friend : Joceline and Tingwei. Maybe Zihui? (:
Advise Friend : Weilin and Roxane. And Gim Chen.
Loudest Friend : Joceline and Tingwei (:
Person you cry with : hao peng you (:
Any Sisters : god sisters?
Any brothers : yup.
Any pets : no. used to.
Any disease : no.
Pager : no.
Personal line : erm. nt really sure what you mean.
Phone : yeah.
Lava lamp : no. but i want one.
Pool/Hot tub : hot tub.
A car : yeah. but nt now.
Your personaility : mood-swinger. sometimes i THINK TOO MUCH. on the whole, i guess i'm ok (;
Room : yeah.
What's missing : loads of things.
School : ex-hildan (:
Relationship With Parents : char-bu-duo.
Believe in yourself : sometimes, but nt ALL THE TIME.
believe in love at first sight :yeah...
Good listener : yeah... iguess so...
Get along with parents : char-bu-duo.
Save e-mail conversations : yeah.
Pray : yeah.
Believe in reincarnation : yeah. i guess so.
Make fun of people : haha. yeah.
Talk on the phone : yeah. nt all the time though.
Want to get married : duh.
Like to drive : maybe.
Motion sickness : no... i don't think so...
Eat stem of brocolli : yeah....
Eat chicken with fork : yeah... sometimes....
Dream colour : black/white ?
Type with your fingers on home role : ???
Sleep with stuffed animals : no.
Next to you : the fan and the bookcase? lol (:
On the walls of your room : the calender, PAINT. (:
Mousepad : the mouse larh. -.-
Dream car : 7-seater car ba. (:
Dream Date : funny yet romantic. (:
Dream Honeymoon spot : paris? new york? Hawaii? lols. ((:
Dream Husband/Wife : funny. caring. kind. nt that protective of me. (:
Bed Time : 11-12 plus usually.
Under my Bed : the floor.
Single Most Important Question : why do people hate me?
Bad Time of the day : nt sure... it depends...
Your Worst fears : the supernatural?
The weather is : not that hazy already.
Time : 9.23 a.m.
Date : 081006. (:
Best trick you did on someone : the prank call thingy. :D
Theme song : Back in Black by AC/DC .
Hardest things about growing up : the relationships with people.
Silliest things you have done : liking him.
Most desperate thing you have ever done to an opposite sex : hit him?
Worst Feeling : to have your loved ones/friends ACTURLLY HATING YOU when you thought that they liked you for who you were.
Best feeling in the world : to have all the support, love and care no one else could ever have. (((:
Now, send this quiz to 8 people for them to do!
1) Meixian;
2) Ivan;
3) Diyana;
4) Xuanning;
5) Su-lynn;
6) Michelle;
7) Jillian; and finally
8) Charyl.

2006-10-03T17:51:00.000+08:00

tomorrow's geog examination.
plus english p2.
damn larh.
geog.
so many things to memorise.
must pia liao.
and then art.
talking abt art,
i haven't acturrly done anything after the research?
gosh.
and the exam's on THURSDAY.
why must have art exam...
sian...
and history's on friday.
sian larhs.
all the exam timetable like tt derh.
sian larhs.
so many things to do.
luckily D and T finish lerhs.
otherwise sure pengsan liaos.
then today the thing like shld be settle lerh bah...
lucky he say sry...
otherwise he sure mati liao derh.
(:
got so many things to do, but so little time ):

2006-10-02T17:43:00.000+08:00

ah.
i shall post about today.
today :
ms w punished us 5 mins late AGAIN.
as usual. -.-
but we weren't late.
well, nt really larhs.
it was english lesson after recess.
haha. talk abt english periods.
nt many ppl listen though.
acturlly, the tchr's quite nice larhs.
just tt maybe she doesn't really know the way to tackle us.
talking abt english period today,
i was like siao like tt larhs.
laughing for no valid reason.
just suddenly laugh.
kinda freaked me and my friends out.
after english was math.
oh math.
math was like, almost like a little more than 3/4 of ther class got punished for nt doing the math paper tchr gave out to us?
gosh.
the same as the other paper.
then after math was literature.
gosh.
no tchr came in.
must be like song for the whole class larhs.
oh yah.
this msg is to diyana :
HE SAYS HE WANTS TO PATCH UP (:
gd for you (:

2006-09-30T08:42:00.000+08:00

this is damn stupid.
i keep changing blogskins and urls just cause of these problems.
just makes me a `lil pissed off.
i thought that blogger beta could still let me put blogskins.
but CANNOT.
):
and the EOYs.
all the way until the 12th of oct.
SIAN.
still got such a long way more to go ):
well,
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OUT THERE TAKING THE EXAMS! (: